What has changed in a month? A lot!

A month ago, I started this blog. I wrote 10 things about me and it was very depressing to honestly admit that I have many problems. Now, I will make the first monthly evaluation. My comments of today are marked with red. Updated on Jan 23, 2015.

1. Single, white, female like the fucking movie. I am single, never been married, I live alone. I am fucking alone. Therefore, I have no personal life or career. What do I have?

I am still single 🙂 However, I do not feel alone. I have you dear reader! Actually, I enjoy my alone time a lot. I have many projects so I do not think about my single status that much. 

I have severe fibromyalgia, mitral valve pulmonerasis (heart disease), major depression, leaky gut syndrome, migraines, irritable bowel syndrome and the worst of it “candida albicans” throughout my digestive system. It is suprising that I haven’t died yet!

I am getting happier and healthier for no particular reason :)

My misearable life is changing since that seagull under the plane. It was the first time in years I felt myself really lucky and blessed to catch that frame.

Now, although I still have health problems I try to live healthy and believe that I will get better every day.

Yesterday I was out, walking and meeting some friends. While on my way I saw my favorite swing in the park and I could not resist 🙂 I swinged like a happy child with laughter, dreamed of and prayed for the better days to come for me, family and friends.

Today I want a SLICE of FREEDOM

I took this photo on Monday, but it became more meaningful for me today. I really want a slice of freedom today. So, I will go for a walk at the seaside. Like a seagull, I will hang without planning further for just a couple of hours. Seize the day 🙂

Although, I admit that “this walking thing will help for my get healty and ideal weight projects 🙂

Love,

Alex