Yea yea I failed again… But I’ve gained something priceless…

Yes I failed myself during the past week about weight control.

I’ve gained almost all the weight I’ve lost as I spent my days in bed at home, sick, with toothache, with antibiotics + probiotics, oversleeping, some crying for hairloss due to alopecia areata, some victimizing myself etc etc.

Candida of course is back again, I did everything I could but the antibiotics won.

So, where am I? I am as sick as the first day when I started blogging but something is different now. I am not as helpless as in the first day which was about 20 days ago.

Everything is as shitty as it was, but I am less helpless.

What has been changed in less than a month about me?

YOU!

I’ve not been changed that much but now I have an audience, followers who support me, people who care for me, take some of their precious time to read this. As more of you are added in my life, I became less helpless and grew stronger towards the setbacks and obstacles.

I have more trust in myself now although I failed again in some of my projects. They will get better. I am sure of that.

Because YOU are increasing in my life and YOU give me this motivation.

Thank you dear reader,

You cannot imagine, by just reading this, how helpful you are to change someone’s life.

Like you’ve just done right now 🙂

Love

Alex

Well well, I’ve been motivated :)

I signed up for #blogging101 on wordpress and had a chance to get in touch with new people in WP community.

It is a nice place where people share links to their posts, comment, give and receive honest but kind feedback.

I strongly recommend #blogging101 for learning for newbies and for connecting for bloggers from different backgrouds.

Some bloggers I’ve met in the past couple of hours motivated me again, which was a little bit down in the past week.

Tomorrow is a new Monday to speed up the projects 🙂

Love

Alex

NEW project added!

 8. GET RID OF IT PROJECT: Giving up, giving away, letting go of unuseful stuff from my life:

• Giving up on the activities I used to like but I really do not have energy/time/motivation to do anymore. Once I love them, now I do not have time to love them. So, I will just stop setting goals and failing about them 🙂 Relieved already.
• Giving away the clothes I haven’t worn for more than a year, and the things that are not useful to me any more. They make a crowded feeling around me. So better get rid of them 🙂
• Letting go of the people who drain my energy, who I do not contact anymore, clearing phonebook & facebook “so called” friends.

I give myself 1 month to do it. End of January 2015 is my deadline!

Alex