I am forcing myself to wish for more and more positive things. I now believe that I get what I wish for. All this time, I thought my realistic side made me strong but it was making me miserable.
When I find myself pitying for me again, I distract my mind for the better things to expect.
So I wish myself a great Sunday with full of sun. It is sunny outside and I am going to the beach today. I will walk for 5-6 hours, read my book and have myself a nice day.
Please do yourself a favor today and postpone your worries to Monday π Get depressed tomorrow, not today. Have fun & peace like it is your last day.
I love you all,
Alex