I am forcing myself to wish for more and more positive things. I now believe that I get what I wish for. All this time, I thought my realistic side made me strong but it was making me miserable.
When I find myself pitying for me again, I distract my mind for the better things to expect.
So I wish myself a great Sunday with full of sun. It is sunny outside and I am going to the beach today. I will walk for 5-6 hours, read my book and have myself a nice day.
Please do yourself a favor today and postpone your worries to Monday 🙂 Get depressed tomorrow, not today. Have fun & peace like it is your last day.
I love you all,
In 10 things about me section I mentioned that I was size 4 (Europe:34) about a month ago and now I am size 10 (Europe:40)
So this is not a good thing cause I am only 5’3” (160cm) and size 10 is too much for my little bones to handle.
Size 4 is my ideal size cuz I am tiny 🙂
And, of course losing my smoking hot appearance is not so sweet either.
Therefore, I give a new deadline to myself to be size 4 again until the end of January and keep it that way all year.
I guess I can do that as my diet strictly forbids any carbs. I cannot do any hard sports because of my health issues but my doctor says walking is good for me. So I will walk 🙂
Uh, oh, I am getting excited already 🙂
I will post my weight and step count everyday till I reach my goal.
Deadline Jan 31st 2015.
Keep on following and supporting please 🙂