I realized something very problematic about myself, which I knew all along but could not speak out.
The problem is, I have neither been a list person nor a conscientious one towards myself. The goals that I used to commit were only about career/work/academic achievement, but not about personal well-being, happiness, private life, health etc.
That was the problem about me, I’ve put me in a second or a lower 🙂 place, including celebrating success. I worked more, when I had a successful day in the office. Now, when I see myself without a job, it is normal to see myself as a big “nothing” 🙂
I will be changing the idea of “myself” mostly 🙂 For the first time in my life 🙂
Thank you so much 🙂 Please keep following my blog/me redefining myself and gaining back my self-respect 🙂
Thank you Evadeville for reminding me the importance of celebrating myself 🙂
Alex