I want to thank my tooth infection as it:
- Thaught me how nice life is without it
- Made me watch “Cast Away” again just for the sake of the tooth removal scene
- Made me not eat those chocolates so I lost 7lbs in a week.
- Forced me to jumpstart living and
- Reminded me how valuable not to have that pain.
Well, it was a horrific week with lots of toothache, headache, tooth infection, fever, sleepless nights, lots of painkillers, 4 different antibiotics in a row, severe diarrhea and gas due to that, many many visits to the dental hospital, severe doses of anesthesia, 3 hours long dental operation, lots of bleeding, severe bone infection, fight with the landowner about contract renewal, having less than 100$ on bank account, unnecesary calls from the ex’es on Valentine’s Day (I guess they call everyone on their lists, and I basically told them to fuck off), severe fatigue, severe depression…
I have good luck and bad luck at the same time.
One after another. Last week my dream job offer came, then happened the urticaria. It was itching & burning like hell! I had a dentist appointment that I missed as of the severe and constant itching all over. Went to a doctor about it and he said: “We don’t know why urticaria happens. (Doctors, eh?) Just take these antihistamines. There is no cure (I know hun) but you can manage the symptoms.” Another auto-immune! Well, I took those antihistamines and they made me sleep all day and forgot about the dental problem.
As you know, I try everything. I have redefined lazy cooking with my last recipe.
This recipe is originally my father’s idea who happens to be a machine engineer 🙂
“Altogether in” recipe:
You add all the ingredients at once, no mixing before, no cooking before, no order of cooking.
The tip is very low heat.
Put fresh or frozen meat, onions, tomatoes, veggies, potatoes etc of your choice in some water 1-2 glasses (it does not even have to be boiled!)
Cook it at very low heat for 1-2 hours. That is the only rule…
If necessary, you can add boiled water while cooking, but if you use low heat it won’t be necessary at all.
That is it. Now you can burn your cookbooks 🙂
This is my first altogether in idea:
I was quite lazy about my projects this last week but I have some excuses. I was sick for 3 days, I wasted my time on a date for 2 days, and I was a lazy bitch for 2 days. My excuses are not very good 🙂
So I should be getting my butt up and get to work.
January was about being content with my loneliness and healing.
What’s better than nature for healing?
I spent my 2 days of this last week out in nature every day.
My hair has grown a little.
I had some disappointments in the past few days.
I know it will pass. I will never let anyone make me feel bad so I got rid of him.
I came to myself with your help.
At the end, it is me, myself and you dear reader 🙂
Thank you for making me love me again.