I listened to your advice and wash the damn dished, did loads of laundry, clean my house and opened a twitter account and slept for 6 hours. Thanks to dishwashers and laundry machines.
I try to post on twitter and it is quite new to me.
I have a PhD but i am not very tech-savvy as you see. This feels old 🙂
Thank you for the comments Moongazer 🙂 I appreciate it a lot.
I will soon post about fibromyalgia and depression and what to do to cope with them. This is one of my goals this year.
I feel better. 2 out of 10, but better then 1.
I could not sleep yesterday and ate loads of chocolates and drank approx. a gallon of coffee and now I am a little bit over-energized.
I want to use this energy in something good since I have been feeling really bad and sick with fibromyalgia in the last week.
So what should I do today? Here are the options:
I can sleep (I think i can sleep but surely i will be seeing nightmares because of high sugar and caffeine in my veins)
I can clean the house, wash dishes, do the laundary etc. (Stupid stuff to make myself tired enough to go to sleep)
I can watch a movie or read a book but this is what I have done for the last few weeks.
I can write down my dreams and projects to achieve this year.
I can draw, sketch (but my eyes are acheing)
HELP ME CHOOSE PLEAAASEEE…
No I am not crying, I just sit by the wall, take my head in my hands and stay like that for hours… Thinking, if you wanna be optimistic, but this, is “not” thinking at all…