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10 things about me

Self illustration by me... I will draw one everyday and share my daily looks.

Self illustration by me…
I will draw one everyday and share my daily looks.

1. Single, white, female like the fucking movie. I am single, never been married, I live alone. I am fucking alone. Therefore, I have no personal life or career. What do I have?

I have severe fibromyalgia, mitral valve pulmonerasis (heart disease), major depression, leaky gut syndrome, migraines, irritable bowel syndrome and the worst of it “candida albicans” throughout my digestive system. It is suprising that I haven’t died yet!

2. Just turned 35 and my life is ultra-shitty mess. People say that 35 is the best age blah blah, well it is a huge lie. At least for me. This is the worst time ever. Actually, I do not recall a single happy moment in the last 3 years.

4. I have high IQ (over 160 and it is a curse), I hold a graduate degree in psychology that is even ridiculous cause I have major depression right now. Ironic? I wish I could laugh at it. I am in deep shit and I want to fix that and share my daily efforts with whoever wants to read.

5. I have spent half of my life ”trying to be something or someone” both for me and others. For the time being, I have always been too scared to do something bold like keeping an honest online diary. Well, that did not work out so well for the past 35 yrs, did it? So I quit that strategy cause maybe you can give me some support.

6. EVERY FUCKING THING I WRITE HERE IS 100% TRUE. By the way, my real name is not Alex. But it is my favorite one.

7. I smoke like a chimney. I am not proud of it. I just cannot quit.

8.  I read a lot. Learning is my passion. I like to write but I had problems writing on daily basis. Hope my followers help me with that. I can draw and I will share my drawings through this page.

9. I used to have a successful career until this year. And then, I got fired/forced to quit. I used to have a very fit body size 4 and now it turned to a 10 in 3 months. I use anti-depressants. I sleep a lot. I feel fat, ugly and sick all the time. I really want to heal both physiologically & psychologically and get better. I try everything but they don’t seem to work.

10. My35project is my original idea to reach 35 goals this year and try to succeed in both my private and work life.

Thanks for reading.

Alex

 

Dec 21, 2014

123 Comments Post a comment
  1. Jan 24 2015

    I’ve just nominated you for the Sisterhood of the World Award: https://authorsbmazing.wordpress.com/2015/01/24/sisterhood-of-the-world-award/

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    • Jan 24 2015

      Thank you 🙂 I am so happy!

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      • Jan 25 2015

        🙂

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  2. Jan 25 2015

    keep writing and best of luck in 2015!

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    • Jan 25 2015

      Thank you 🙂

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  3. Jan 29 2015

    I had to nominate you for the versatile bloggers award, the instructions are on My Blog : https://secretxparade.wordpress.com/ please accept the award, your Blogs just amazing! please please accept. I look forward to your reply.

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  4. Feb 3 2015

    Hey, I nominated you for the Versatile Blogger Award. Thank you for inspiring me ❤
    https://dragonqueenmonologue.wordpress.com/2015/02/03/the-versatile-blogger-award/

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    • Feb 5 2015

      Thank you so much 🙂

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    • Feb 19 2015

      Thank you 🙂

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  5. Hey Alex (not your real name, but you’re right, still a cool name 🙂 ),
    Really raw Bio, and loving the concept of your Blog. I work with some Clients from a PT / Dietary side of things who have Fibromyalgia, and realise how hard this can be. Also, I’m not to sure how the whole ‘be someone and be something’ became so important – being through a few tough times myself, I think just ‘being’ is sometimes achievement enough.
    Anyway, thank you for the Like and Follow on my Blog. If you you want to join in on Flat Belly Feb, please let me know. Also let me know if there are any particular Health or Fitness Posts you’d like to see.
    Take care,
    Rich.

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    • Feb 3 2015

      Thank you Rich 🙂
      I would love to join :)) Count me in 🙂

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      • Cool Alex! Can you send me an email address so I can send you the details? My email rich@corehd.com.au

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      • Feb 5 2015

        I will 🙂

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  6. Feb 13 2015

    You’re a lady going somewhere. Plan to work and work to plan. Love your honesty and your resilience. Keep writing, you’re a delight.

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  7. Feb 15 2015

    Hi there! Lovely blog! I’ve nominated you for an award: http://thetezzyfiles.com/2015/02/15/liebster-award/

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    • Feb 16 2015

      Thank you 🙂

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  8. Feb 17 2015

    Hey Alex.. All the best.. very interesting blog..!

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    • Feb 18 2015

      Thank you! 🙂

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