2 down 2 to go :
Alfred Hitchcock watchlist:
- Notorious (1946) done
- North by Northwest (1959) now watching
- Vertigo (1958) done
- Strangers on a Train (1951) soon will be watching 🙂
Lunch cooked, eaten, dinner is being cooked, poached pumking dessert cooked (I made a huge pot of it from 2kgs of pumpkin for the whole week haha 🙂
I still have the PhD thesis defense thing and it bothers me a little as I did nothing about it. So, I decided to admit that tomorrow in front of a committee of professors including a dean 🙂
Sorry, I have nothing to lose now. I am trying to survive, to get healty, to increase my self-esteem, self-respect etc.
Not more than a month ago I was such a mess and now I reached a level of self-success of getting the control of my mind&body back. Thesis and the committe should wait.
If they fail me tomorrow, I will not despair. If they pass me I will not be relieved either. So, I am quite indifferent, why worry then?
🙂
I wish I was like this when I was younger when I thought that life was a race. Now, I see that all that it counts is me, and I don’t feel like racing any more, instead I feel like having what I want and when I want.
As Gregory House (main character of House MD TV show) said once
“You are an adult, you don’t HAVE TO do anything!”
Well, isn’t it the best part of being one 🙂
Love,
Alex
My 35 Project 
I’m in your age group and I am single and fight against my down times. I read two books that really worked for me: The Secret and Feeling Good. They really changed my way of thinking. Feeling better is a choice and it takes hard work just like trying to lose weight (which I’m also trying to do). It looks like you are coming through your journey at your own pace and I pray you reach all of your goals and get your happy on!
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Thank you so much 🙂
I hope you get what you want too 🙂
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